2007-2-9 Purposes??

兩點四十了

在台北 通常這是我打完電動差不多要上床睡覺的時間
在這裡 我書桌前還攤著一本唸不完的策略管理case

msn裡在荷蘭認識的朋友 一個個都還在線上
這就是這裡的生活 至少在學習方面是這樣

I feel a bit stressed.


I know I'm meeting new friends everyday,
I'm experiencing new things everyday,
I feel substantial everyday.

but somehow............somehow.........
sometimes when I walk down the street alone, every view seems to be unreal.
I feel true lonelyness and leftout..........

The sweet ain't no sweet without the bitter,
so is this supposed to be the bitter?

And then what's the purpose for me being here?
Isn't this all I have been pursuading during the whole time?
Shouldn't this be a dream come true?



"A class dichotomy in organizational strucutres is between vertical and horizontal structures"

I land back to reality